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> Morcheeba is fun. If you’re in an extremely demented mood,
<<always>> I’d suggest > the new Buckethead. And I like to dance around to Trent Reznor’s (NIN) > cover of Gary Numan’s "Metal".
But, of course, my ideal dance song > is "Tear the Roof Off This Sucker" by Funkadelic…old but still the > greatest.
i hear ya daddy. (lets go!!) > However, ever since this depression has fucked me retarded, all I can > listen to is grindcore and death metal.
i hear that too…. oooohhhhh gawwwddd my brother was in this band for years, this metal-grind-industrial-punk stuff….. > Of course, I’m still attempting to make music.
lets have a party. is it mardi gras yet? i have beads. we dont have to drink we can howl at the moon…… > Jim M. > — > http://heimarmene.homestead.com/index.html
– "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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know any good bands jim????? Morcheeba is fun. If you’re in an extremely demented mood, I’d suggest the new Buckethead. And I like to dance around to Trent Reznor’s (NIN) cover of Gary Numan’s "Metal". But, of course, my ideal dance song is "Tear the Roof Off This Sucker" by Funkadelic…old but still the greatest. However, ever since this depression has fucked me retarded, all I can listen to is grindcore and death metal. Of course, I’m still attempting to make music. Jim M. — http://heimarmene.homestead.com/index.html
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> Hi Anna: > Good to know you’re healthy. > You know, both Paxil and Depakote can have sedating effects. Have you > ever (with your doc’s permission of course) tried scheduling your doses > differently during the day? So you get less sedation when you don’t > need it and the best effect from the meds. > I meant to tell you that I think that you starting up a new > relationship is a very good positive thing.
woo hoo!!!! alright! i was just wondering how you were doing. thanks for the encouragement. re meds: my psych dr, is a ‘psychopharmacologist’ and i think secretly a bit of a head….. i just now wrote to my dad and asked him to start thinking about who might want to give me a sleep test this summer, if they wont help me hopefully he will say yes….. any good bands jim????? mmmm > Jim
– "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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Hi Anna: Good to know you’re healthy. You know, both Paxil and Depakote can have sedating effects. Have you ever (with your doc’s permission of course) tried scheduling your doses differently during the day? So you get less sedation when you don’t need it and the best effect from the meds. I meant to tell you that I think that you starting up a new relationship is a very good positive thing. Jim
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my gp. they observed all my plummin’. found out what was in my ears and stuff. shes gonna work on the sleeping all the time thing. she said she would call my psychiatrist guy and talk meds with him. she is thinking there might be meds that will do better to regulate my sleep than the ones im on (depakote/paxil) and that might be one place to start. sooo that sounds good. i hope she comes up with somethin’. regards to their effects on sleep….. does anyone wanna repost any of that or help me find it? .. im smart but not the fastest thinker some days……. thanks…. soo thats what they are trying so far. she agreed to let me sleep when i wanted. she said if i get that sick when i dont sleep i better just go for it for now, not bother to try and reset myself anymore…… thats a relief…… soooo theres the big doctors app. nothing too fascinating. on the risque’ side im back on le’ pill. they are even lower dose now than previously, i guess they found out the pills work with even less hormones than they already thought even just a year or two ago…… the level is cut again by like 1/3 and apparently they are still as effective. so im trying some of these they are new. she gave me 3 months worth to sample so saved me a lot of $$ !!! so that was very positive!! me and steve got together last night and it seemed just as nice as it had previously so…. verrrrrrrrrrry cautiously all circuits are go…… i totally unloaded the entire list of possible downfalls of my various conditions…… i hope i made it as dismal and horrible sounding as it can really be…. he says he understands all that stuff and wants to learn about how to help me manage it. so, thats something…. soo im gonna fool around with these doctors until the summertime. if they havne’t come up with anything solid by then, i am gonna go down to LA and get my dad’s friends to test me up. he knows every dr in los angeles. (((he knows almost every -person- in los angeles!!!))) and they will figure it out and fast cause cost will be no limit and he knows soooo im feeling very very thankful these days. still no asdmm……. it will be nice when that gets going….. anna — "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"